monstrosity

So I haven't updated since the beginning of February. I wonder what that's about.

Where have I been, you ask? Well! I've been...um...not here.

I spent February feeling good, feeling bad, being busy, spending too much time on livejournal, researching helper monkeys, looking for pictures of marine iguanas, dinosaurs, Godzilla and the aforementioned helper monkeys, and trying to figure out what happens at the end of March if this grant doesn't come through. Trying to apply for jobs. Trying to finish knitting my second stocking. Wishing my hair would grow long and trying to avoid depression.

I also have been dating/flirting with/sexin' up a lot of grrrls. Yum.

I journal elsewhere, somewhere where I can journal from work, and so it's hard to remember to keep up.

My terrible secret is that I'm really not all that into porn. I'm not against it, but pretty pictures do little more for me than make me think, "oooh, pretty." Is that wrong?