monsterjoe

Well, I was late again for work today. What a wonderful feeling it is to have my mom call me at my appartment (yes, my job has my number) and tell me that work is looking for me. Three times in the last two months I've either been late or AWOL. Now, I've been employed since I was 16 and to my recolection I have NEVER just missed a day of work without calling in sick or dead or something. The last time this happend in September my boss had me write up a plan of action of how I was going to keep from being late or missing work again. So I wrote him an email stating that from now on I would check the schedule every time I went to work. Now, last Sunday, before I went home, I did indeed check the posted schedule and thought to myself "how cool to be off on Halloween." I remember thinking those thoughts, which means I was looking at that day across from my name and seeing that I wasn't supposed to work today. Nevertheless I get a phone call today and when I show up for work the schedule in the book shows that I'm supposed to be working. I dunno. I don't think the schedule just magickly changed all on its own. I am having a tough time keeping track of all the stuff I have to do for school. The thing that's killing me now is that I know that I looked, because I remember thinking how cool it was to be off today.

I've typed up my resignation letter. I've got too much on my mind to be all fucked up over work and whether I'm going to get fired (which no one has mentioned). I don't need that. I think I can make it on my GI Bill and reserve check. I'll just have to pray that I don't get sick from now untill graduation.

This is fucked