Man, my life is just so complicated right now. Someone I cared about deeply has been lying to me, and I just found out yesterday. He wants to work through it, but I don't know if I can. I'm depressed as shit now, can't sleep, can't eat. All I can think about is what I want to do and what I need to do...and the two are vastly different. 
debrajean:
hearts
debrajean:
i wanted to say i understand, but wondered if that mattered