monsterbaby

"i 'll bring you when my life boat sails through the night, suposing tht you don't sleep tonight"
leif erickson-interpool
oh man ..oh man interpol has taken care of me during rough times.
that lyric brought comfort when the seamonkey was underway and i was all alone in Florida.
i got some good news from an old friend it just made me feel so much...
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oh it's late...
i don't think i could stand myself tonight being awake and all.
things that kicked my ass
-oatmeal cookie shots
-these damn newports,never again ..unless desperate....hehehe
-bagel overdoses
- sneezing fits
-tossing your cookies in a speeding car
-trying to get you to notice my attemps to get "all up ons" before you left to duty/watch....
that is it
because i forgot...
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today was cold but clear
you sound sad and it makes me miss you
i made blueberry pancakes
each day i see less of myself
i stood in my pj's and watched 'last exile'
my grandma's sick and going to die
that's just a great anime
don't know how i feel about my family
lazy sundays are fun
chemicals, disconnections, distances apple pie that i...
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I am broke like a joke.
urm, and it's not all that funny.
My days and nights are all blurry as of late.....due to new meds.
not fun nope nope.
I think i go take a shower and mentally wash away the bad....and i'll feel
'cresent fresh" hahahaha
Sifle and Olly rocks my socks
oh yeah, i would also like to thank
the seamonkey....for being...
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i finally have a friend on this shiznit....
my seamonkey

Perhaps, i should be more active on this site....actually post somthing...then maybe i would have a "friends list"
i doing the same thing with my livejournal....i should just get to posting..it all about trial and error.
It's been raining, and i like it quite frankly.
I'm super achy and zone out way to often..must be my new meds. baahh!
Bills kicked my ass this month...
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( start again ..buttercup, start agaaain)
i finally made a coffe at home that i actually like.....doused in sugar of course.
It's so dark on the streets here....well it is cloudy but i can walk around freeely and not be afriad..but i am a city girl so i do tend to look behind me often and carry a weapon of some sort.....
i's cuts you...
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i love juanito quest.... that foo is my homie aye...

mango margaritas
went out, had fun......
uneasy about today's plans, but sure i 'll have fun.
Finally, a chance to get all dolled up and wear my girl shoes.
That makes me happy.
Time for some ZZzz's.

i just got a purple sharpie!!!