monsterbaby

doncha, just wish there was a switch to turn off your ability to think. Just for a short while.
I went for a walk today, since the sun was out after six.
It was pretty outside.
there was fresh snow up on the mountains to my left, to my right the ocean seemed calm.
I think it funny to see huge ships; it looks like...
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do be do bee dooo.....
time goes so fast these days.
i wonder where i will be this time next year? we moved an estimated of six times in the last two years.
people i used to call "friends" are practically nonexistant.
there's no time for sadness, dear.
i guess it's true...utterly cheesey i might add but it the only truth i grew to know....
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holy cow!
for the first time in a year
----dun dun dun----
i had a doughnut and it was goooood.
how hard is it to find a 16g ring/horseshoe?
aparently, very difficult.
i went all over town to find one, i even went to the one and only adult store... it was pretty tame.
(although i should mention i been to only two in la)...
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off to the outside world....
neh....this small town, hardly.
but none the less i will have fun.
you know what would be super fuckstatic? if i had a cd or mp3 player to take with me...in a huge music mood.
there a lot of different stuff i 've been listening to and definitly would be made fun of if any of my friends heard.
oh,...
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i'm awake....i'm A wake.
somtimes i get into this trip. it's mostly out of no where and most likely in the middle of the night.
i start cleaning house at an insane pace.
when i was living in flordia and i was alone and battled a small stint of depression and that what i would do. once i put on my yellow cleaning gloves it...
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it's Friday already.
I had a good day yesterday, drove an hour and a half away just to catch a movie in a decent size city.
So far we haven't found a good theater like one's back home.
None the less we managed to have fun.
I miss the whole calling a friend up and doing somthing. That would come in handy right about now...becuase...
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need to wake up now......

zombie
ccccoooooooking....oohhhhh.
sleep would be nice, but it isn't happening so i'm making stuff for seamonkey's lunch..he gona get hook -up fat style.
my friend from back home always calls me one her way out to hollywood every sunday....ggrrr she knows i miss going out.
poo to small towns....poo and some more poo.
oh, to get dolled up and dance your ass off. booty shakin...
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the weather channel playing some funky music when it displaying the local temps....it's freaking me out.
why is it in even on that channel anyways?
oohh i'm making soup today, that's right!
It still feels like it's afternoon....it the weather, it tricks you.
soup weather fosure!
hhhmmm, so much for an intresting post.
oh well.