monroe

I don't want to look at that last blog anymore. I'm trying to put all that shit behind me. The past few weeks have been some of the most difficult of my life, and I feel so grateful to have the best, most supportive family, best friend, and boyfriend. I really feel like a lot is going to change from here. I feel like I've grown up a lot in the past year or so, and now I think the door is closing on that chapter of my life. I don't want to let any painful experiences I've had drag me under; I want to use them as a springboard to DO the things I always talk about doing and be a more responsible, respectable human being. Maybe someday I will talk about it in more detail, or maybe I won't. I was out the other day and heard this song (one of my favorites as a little girl) and I think that for now the experience can best be summed up corny 80s ballad style:

Madonna was so awesome once.


ANYWAY.

I finally saw Romper Stomper last night. What a terrible movie. Not even because it's been so hyped up...I really found it genuinely terrible. If you want to watch a movie about skinheads that doesn't completely blow I'd advise watching this one:


And seriously, I am not the type to just post random n00dz, but remember how I said my boobs got bigger? Look at these things! I got back on birth control after being off it for a while and they switched me to a new kind. I sort of doubt whether they will last once my body adjusts to the meds but in the meantime I like to stare at them. I am fascinated by them because I've never had boobs before.
Fucking mammaries, d00dz.

Do you like how I'm trying to suck my gut in here and doing an awesome (sike!) job of it?


I nicked the littlest scab on my leg when I was shaving this morning and it looked like fucking Shark Week in my shower!:

It seriously kept leaking blood like that for like a half an hour! Wtf!