monovox

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I am so confused right now.

Yesterday was so nice here that I sent gave everyone the afternoon off, closed up the shop around lunch time and went for a spectacular motorcycle ride. I have really needed these days. The sun along with getting my work out shit back together has really helped my overall well being.

Went to a really nice tea house last night with a friend that I...
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I got the best valentines surprise ever yesterday. It was so unexpected. I thought that my heart was going to explode at one point it was beating so fast. I couldn't think for hours after, I was so buzzing, so high. My dreams were filled with glorious things. Thank you my love.

I have been sitting in the sun for the morning. Melting my winter...
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So much brewing inside, yet so little to say. My words seem so inadequate lately... losing much of their meaning and direction as they slip from the tongue; the concepts they are meant to paint evolve into something else before the thin air has been expelled...the words are left curiously antiquated in a sour and musty pile...

I will instead attempt to divert your attention...
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Sometimes the mind is just empty and quiet and right. A white landscape that is viewed in a calm peaceful fondness. A friend remarked to me with a little smile that perhaps we had misplaced our personalities as we sat and stared off into space, occasionally smiling at each other, comfortable in the quiet. These are the best friends, non? the ones where you are...
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I have been feeling like a numbly drawn scribble. A crude line drawn aimlessly...tracing a path that is feint and poorly defined. There seems to be no pictured outcome in it, just a smeary mess. perhaps something will form out it and I just need to be patient... or on the other hand maybe I just need to start anew.

I am very restless...but for...
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Happy Solstice Everyone!

*does a 'the light is coming back' dance with head thrown back and a big 'ol grin*

It always feels good to know that the days are getting longer from here on out. It's a beautiful day here. the sun is out. I got to sleep in. And I don't have to be back a work until next monday! I got my...
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The drive home from Vancouver was a bit hairy... the sky opened up and dumped for pretty much the whole 6 hour drive. whole body tension headache by the time I got home to my pups. It was good to be in my own bed again.

The weekend was great. I really do like that city, it's one of my favorites. Honey took me out...
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this sweetly melancholy morning hangs in breathless suspension.
no cold reason for despair, a question of hearts indulgence.
watching distance grow between blurring sentences scribed in the mist.
thought driftsnow released, in search of a new place to call home.

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People keep having to remind me that xmas is so close... I guess that I am just not paying attention. I've been very distracted...
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