monovox

glug, glug, gurgle.

very sad, tired and befuddled.

the universe likes to pile it on.

fuck...

i AM a punk ass bitch.

my world has been dumped into a blender and someone hit the frappe button.

this petite morte... this death of a cycle in my life... this one is major. nothing in my world will be unaffected.

the thing about cycles ending though is that in it's place a new one begins... I just have to keep my eye on the new possibilities that will be...
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Had a great day yesterday going out to the U-pick blueberry patches yesterday with the ever lovely elleseven. We ended up coming back with fresh corn, blueberries, marionberries, peaches, string beans and mint. We feasted and made ourselves silly on blueberry/marionberry/mint daiquiris! Delicious! It was fantastic.

I was only a wee bit ooogie this morning.

Oi vey! I think that the heat fried my brain... I have so much to do and absolutely no motivation to do any of it. *sigh* I feel like such a slug.

I am so looking forward to my time off next week. I haven't had a break in over a year. I didn't get enough advance warning to really plan anything, but it will...
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I have been in the strangest head space lately. So very restless...

I was suppose to leave seattle last night... this is the third day for this high end video compositing session here. We ended up going till midnight last night and realizing that we would not be able to finish and had to get a hotel for another night. The saving grace is that the Flame artist that we brought in from LA is amazing and...
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so very tired. My back is out and spasming like crazy.

I have been preparing for the next two days of the film shoot for a month now. Two long days of location filming. Extremely long hours and so much stress. There is allot on the line. I really need a good nights sleep right now.

I am this close | | to sacrificing small...
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