I really slept in... I have been exhausted. perturbed and unsettled. I am feeling a bit better this morning though. The nights dreams seem to have soothed the tension lines on my forehead. I do remember the Basilica of Sacr-Coeur was in my dreams...thanks I'm sure to N. and watching Amelie again yesterday.
I awoke to sun and the crows at my window. I know...
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I awoke to sun and the crows at my window. I know...
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I had a great 3 day weekend planed out, but I have been robbed. 
I think that I am running out of steam here... I really need some sun.
I think that I am running out of steam here... I really need some sun.
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alyssum:
Oh man, that's awful! Do you get to retrieve it at some later date, or is it just gone?
Yeah, I'm feeling a little soggy lately too. A little rain is good for clearing everything up, but after a while everything starts to feel saturated and funky/muddy.
Yeah, I'm feeling a little soggy lately too. A little rain is good for clearing everything up, but after a while everything starts to feel saturated and funky/muddy.
monovox:
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[Edited on Mar 16, 2003]
The corvus disguise, false familia, spousal judas... she gently drifts out into the past as a dream. the carcass she pulled around herself to slip into my world lies at my feet, the black feathers flutter with a sick wet rustle in the breeze...the storms last death rattle.
Standing at the waters edge as the morning light peaks up over the horizon glinting off the...
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Standing at the waters edge as the morning light peaks up over the horizon glinting off the...
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alyssum:
Mmm, orange crush rocks, I could really go for some of that right about now...
Wax and wane. An itch so deep, yet right there. I so want to relieve it, I hold back. The sensation spirals higher and I embrace it. Madness follows in the intensity and then is gone. leaving me bewildered, unsettled and spent.
Where does my inner compass come into play in this situation... Where up is down and east is west depending on the day?...
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Where does my inner compass come into play in this situation... Where up is down and east is west depending on the day?...
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linz:
i will walk the streets today.
i don't know where i will stay.
in my mind i see the face
of the one who holds my place.
i could tell you tons of lies.
do you know your own divine.
mr. painter, give me color.
i'm in love with you.
i will show you all of me
if you needed proof.
so come now.
come now.
i could tell you tons of lies.
do you know your own divine?
you could tell me tons of lies.
all i know is my divine.
i don't know where i will stay.
in my mind i see the face
of the one who holds my place.
i could tell you tons of lies.
do you know your own divine.
mr. painter, give me color.
i'm in love with you.
i will show you all of me
if you needed proof.
so come now.
come now.
i could tell you tons of lies.
do you know your own divine?
you could tell me tons of lies.
all i know is my divine.
user8935778:
id like to run my fingers over your face. and kiss your forehead.
that's all i know.
that's all i know.
Today is a day for staring at the river. So many things happening around me, swirling and billowing. Red and festering. And I just want to stay with the river. I block all else out. Constant and even, Her low voice whispers to me and I sway to the cadence of it. What profound human utterance could break it's spell today... Visions revealed and lives...
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kimmi:
I STILL WUVS YOU
linz:
beautiful.
I took the day off and spent it painting and listening to music. It has been a pretty good day all told.
It's nice to be very tired in a good way.
It's nice to be very tired in a good way.
All is good in my little corner of the universe.
Right now.
In this moment.
no questions asked.
.
.
.
but I think that I might put some in a jar for later... like fireflies.
Right now.
In this moment.
no questions asked.
.
.
.
but I think that I might put some in a jar for later... like fireflies.
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nisi:
please do.
nisi
nisi
user8935778:
i want to leave in may after i graduate. and i just wanan ride around thailand and nepal and places over there for a month or two on motorcycle. i just dont want to go alone
hey, ummm, you've reached david. I am feeling quiet and tired and have gone out for a very long walk... please leave a message and I will get back to you, when I return.
I miss you already...
*beeep*
I miss you already...
*beeep*
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user8935778:
uh.. someone really wanted me to come back
so i guess im here ahahah what the hell?
i feel like jesus
so i guess im here ahahah what the hell?
i feel like jesus
hel:
i think your machine is broken
Today I am boy PMSing... need someone to stroke my hair and kiss my eyelids and tell me that everything is going to be ok for no particular reason. or just to hole up all cozy by myself with some nice tea and drift aimlessly in my internal world.
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all my love to the very special people that are leaving SG... but not me,...
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all my love to the very special people that are leaving SG... but not me,...
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alyssum:
Hee hee, say that 10 times fast...
purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
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purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
purple girly blissy goodness
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user8935778:
now i have to come over. because those are all the things you know im dying to do.
Being creative on demand... all day. for others. What do I have left for myself? I often daydream envy the bricklayer and other craftsmen that can just know their job and do it with care, one brick after the next. pick up brick, butter the brick, position the brick, settle the brick and repeat. I want to believe that I could leave that at the...
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alyssum:
Ya know, I used to think that a lot when I had a more creative job. It sucked the life out of me having to summon up creativity over and over and over again. But then again, it also gave me more life to suck out. 
user8935778:
i will miss you the most. ever.
sunshine love.