monovox

I am happy that it is raining again this morning. the early spring has had me in the grips of horrendous allergies balanced with a vapid sense of empty headedness from the damn allergy meds. the rain is helping wash some of the pollen away. though right now I am staring out the window at the river in a semi-hungover state of apathy about what I should be doing... feeling the cold viscousness of time flowing around me as I move in slow motion. I think that I need more coffee. the thought occurred to me last night in my intoxication that I should go anonymous here for a while. I am not sure what I thought that would accomplish, but I did find out that you don't lose all your shit when you do. well, your SG profile shit anyway... I think I already lost my shit otherwise.