My very best friend Elleseven is moving away in the morning and it is just starting to really hitting me. 
We spent a very nice evening making diner (she made the best home made pizza- deee-licious!) and playing wii (she kicked my ass). It has been really hard, but I have been trying to be positive... this is a big step for her; a fantastic opportunity. I know that she hates me being sappy, but I am really fucking proud of her. I care about her so very much and am going to miss her like a goddamnmotherfucker.
I love ya Elle. You know that I will always be here for you, no matter what.

We spent a very nice evening making diner (she made the best home made pizza- deee-licious!) and playing wii (she kicked my ass). It has been really hard, but I have been trying to be positive... this is a big step for her; a fantastic opportunity. I know that she hates me being sappy, but I am really fucking proud of her. I care about her so very much and am going to miss her like a goddamnmotherfucker.
I love ya Elle. You know that I will always be here for you, no matter what.

stop being so goddamned sappy! its not like I am dead.