monovox

I am in the desert of southern utah by Zions national park. It is very beautiful, I miss the living in the desert, but the people in utah would drive me nuts. I was going to move on tomorrow, but in a systems check of the motorcycle, the tires were getting pretty worn. I could probably get a couple thousand more miles out of them, but in this heat the wear goes faster and who knows where I will be and if I could find decent tires then. the shop will have them in tomorrow or the next day.

I am not feeling the pull to turn the bike around and head back towards the portland yet, though I am tired. I know that in my heart I am avoiding things that I just need to push deeper into... I would like to believe that I could deal with things better, that I could flip a switch and turn off the emotions... I just want to keep riding until I don't feel anything anymore, till the desire dissipates and all that is left is... I don't know. inner peace? I need to go further into myself. further.

I guess that I am going to keep riding east for now.