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Wednesday Sep 11, 2002

Sep 11, 2002
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Today I am numb.

should I be feeling anything?

should I care?

You turn death into flag waving.

You fuck the heart of meaning.

You scoop out all of the meaningful insides and fill it with corn syrup...and call it the same.

You fien understand and yet act with hate.

You understand nothing and are full of fear.

You know that you can't deal with it, so you lash out

You would commit the same hatefull uglyness and make excuses for your rightousness...oblivious of the cycling mirrored hypocracy.

you make me sick.

I can't deal with the immense pain and sorrow and deal with you.

Today I am numb.

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