monolithtosorrow

I'm sitting here broken, beaten, feeling utterly defeated

Wishing that I had no more, no more of this pain Im feeling

Something broken something bleeding, something of an almost unearthly sheen

A thing so sharp and shining that I can all most feel the sting

So all I seem to do is sit and whine, and cry and scream

And here I am bleeding, bleeding on this marble floor

My heart is open to your love that you dont give me any more

So alone Im feeling yet some one new youre pleasing, as my heart lie broken bleeding, bleeding on this marble floor

And yet Im still crying, crying for you to give me more, more of these feelings, these feeling I so adore

And while Ill never have them, never have them to sting me any more

I still yearn and pine forever and all time, for your love I felt before

Your love that I adore, these things I had to feel them never more

A thing so dark yet shiny, a thing so sharp and whining, something new is threw this door

A door so black and burned, something lost and something earned

Something berried deep inside this hole, berried deep inside my soul

And as I sit here pining and a whining, for who I so adore, I can't help but think I may find something more

Something new something grand something I never had before

So in this I can say no more, no more whining no more pining for who I so adore

Instead I should open up this door, so black and burned and beautiful, this new thing on the floor

Something shiny something whining, some one new that I adore