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Another quiet Friday night in....... I have to work over the weekend and I have to tell you this work thing is really getting in the way of my life.

But thats the price you got to pay to play.

Hopefully I have a dreamless night, my dreams have been pretty hectic of late, mostly I don't remember them I just wake up feeling tired...
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Dear Dreams,

Please stop tormenting me with future that will never be, all these regrets of past actions or lack there of is already apparent to me, I don't need my sleeping mind to make comments because all it is doing is making me tired.

Thank you for your understanding.
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I am inclined to believe that a change is coming, I don't know what it is, or what there will be after.

But something must happen and soon.
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I am currently plagued by strange dreams of old friends in places I do not know and of my ex girl friend.

I am disturbed by these dreams, I think she took a part of me when she left that I will never get back and I may never be complete again because of this..........

Or maybe it's just time to change who I am,...
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I am off to the Soundwave festival Today, and it is a strange day of weather, raining one minute, hot and sunny the next.

It feels strange also because of the tides of friendship that is currently sweeping thru my life, we use to have such a strong crew of mates that would go to this and other things every year.

Now it feels like...
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Cotton candy skies fill my soul with peace and warmth, a smile comes easily to my face and lights up my eyes as I drive home from work, it is a twilight to remember.

It helps me unwind and relax after a twelve hour day, I find myself speeding ever so slightly as I get closer to house, I pull into the driveway and run...
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I have spend most of the morning in bedroom hiding from the world. It's one year today that my beautiful malamute Ash had to be put down.
I have missed him everyday since, he and I were friends for 13 years, thats longer than I have known most of my friends.
He never judged me, he always loved me and I can't believe it's been...
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I meet some friends today in a park down the road from my place for a game of disc golf, my first attempt.

I must say I enjoyed it, it was a nice way to walk around a park and the people playing all seemed nice. It was nice to be up early and not be hung over but the sun had a bit of...
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Sitting on the back deck and enjoying the twilight, the sky has the beautiful bright grey twinge that is an invite to the night and this leads me to ponder.

I have been on the SG website for a few years now and I really have not utilized it to the full potential. Before now I was just enjoying the amazing photos and beautiful girls....
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Feeling depressed Today..... I don't know, maybe its the rain but I don't think so.

It creeps into my world sometimes, like shadows as the afternoon draws to a close and starts to push into the evening. Stretching out and getting darker, I try to keep at bay with positive thoughts but sometimes it's like batteries dying in a torch. You know that you only...
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