monkeysee

So..... with the whole quitting smoking thing: I've been doing pretty well, I think. I went 5 days without even a drag off a cigarette. The last couple days I have had the occasional drag or two though..... this is all after finding out that my domestic partner didn't quit smoking and was lying to me the whole time! So he's been smoking, but has cut back a lot and is smoking about 3 a day... so he says. He usually smokes one before he goes to bed and that's when I join him and have a few drags off of his.

I'm having a horrible time trying to drive my car... it's giving me shit... and makes me horribly nervous. When I'm nice and calm, and someone I trust is with me I do really well. But if I get all anxious, or someone I don't trust is with me I'm horrible and can hardly get it started. I'm not a patient person though so it's really frustrating because I want it to be right everytime I get behind the wheel, but I'm just not used to it yet. Soon, hopefully.