words arnt really comming to me right now. my brain is spinning much faster than i can keep up with. and honestly this entry isnt really for you. sometimes if i try to explain my self, i can attempt figure out what i actually mean.
things are not good right now and thats putting it mildly. im dissapointed in myself and am relying too heavily on the acceptance of others. i need to find a way to remove myself from my own misreable company. ive become a bad influence on myself, and unfortuately realizing this only makes me dislike myself more.
i need a period of distaracton. something to keep my mind off of my own self loathing. i need to be able to concentrate and focus and start caring about something. but its so hard to find anything worthwhile.
everything seems dull.
things are not good right now and thats putting it mildly. im dissapointed in myself and am relying too heavily on the acceptance of others. i need to find a way to remove myself from my own misreable company. ive become a bad influence on myself, and unfortuately realizing this only makes me dislike myself more.
i need a period of distaracton. something to keep my mind off of my own self loathing. i need to be able to concentrate and focus and start caring about something. but its so hard to find anything worthwhile.
everything seems dull.
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bunny:
As cheesy as it sounds, I found this to be this quite uplifting!! 
bunny:
Also, it was pictured in Al's newest set, so really, it can't be all bad! 
