its kinda a weird moment when you realize the world is not as big as you were lead to believe. maybe its not that. maybe im just starting to realize that we are the masters of our own fates. that sounds too deep. i dont know, its just weird is all. you cant let fear of failing or insecurity or lazieness keep you from trying to acheave what ever it is that you want. and yes some things are out of reach, but youll never know unless you try. and there really is no shame in finding out that maybe your not really cut out for what ever it is that your were trying to accomplish. at least you found that out and now you dont have to keep wondering. and dont be intimadated by stars or icons. most of them are just bozos like ourselves who overcame their own insecurites and thru luck and perserverance ended up where they are. their just people and some of them really suck. but some of them are regular folks who want to meet good and nice people. what am i getting at here, im not sure, ill shut up now!
