im morphing - its happens every so often. i can feel it. its like a lady bug consumed by some cancerous virus found in my video games. my brain is a cocoon inwich some horrible beast is clawing its way out. the only problem is i already know how this works. i get pissy and opinionated - make an ass of myself and alienate alot of my friends - just when im feeling so superior that i actually start to believe my actions are justified - just as the terribel angry monster in my head claws through my skull and that first bit of sunlight shines in his eyes, he dies and withers back into the recesses of my being. hiding from his shame and leaves me standing alone to face the music. 
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and personal experience has told me that these are the times you find out who your friends are. real friends come back after a while and tend to forgive quicker the more they know you. i have said some pretty stupid shit to friends, but they came back.