monkeypox

im full of nervous energy, and not necessarily in a good way. something, or manythings, seemingly everything, is really bothering me, and im not exactly sure why.

im homless, but everybody i know is super accomodating and i know that i dont have to worry about ending up on the street, it just feels weird.

im jobless, but honestly i should cherish and take advantage of the time off.

im poor, well that does suck but its nothing new.

am i lonley?

im just frustrated and antsy and ive seemed to develope some form of a.d.d. what im trying to say is - its all im my head, and knowing that isnt making it any better.

aghhhhh, why am i complaining? i hate complainers.

so today i defect. if you see some fat kid walking the streets of east van mumbeling to himself and stinking of bo, it could be me! ive got a bad haircut and im not afraid to use it.