monkeypox

ok so i must come up with something to say here. the last entry just seems far too cynical to me now. ( im so moody)

for those of you who dont know me yet, youll find i use a lot of words to usually say very little. and on top of that i dont think out what im trying to say - resulting in a sort of contradictiong stream of conciousness as i asess and disect only the most elementary and obvious points of any given topic. my hand to eye cordanation has never been any good so it only stands to reason that my mental stamina should falter as i attempt to type my thoughts into recognizable symbols for the consumption of others. (recognizable? - barley, im horrible at spelling and all thigs grammer)

one aspect of computerized conversation i havnt quite mastered is how to incorperate and interpret the natural and implyed emotions we all use in person to person conversation. (ie humor, sarcasam, body language) i guess this is where the diffrent smiley icons come in, to help symbolize a tone. i have as yet not began to experimented with the smileys. i see them in other writings and can sometimes recognize their influence on the text, but as for me, incorperating them into my writing is still foregin.