Tuesday Jul 29, 2003

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uggh - sleep is for the weak - and i am one of the weakest people i know!
vastad:
positivity is effort.

tough lesson to chew but it is true. I work at it.

I just got tired of feeling sorry for myself. I got tired of taking other people's shit. I got tired of taking rejection personally. I had it up to 'here'.

SO I got happy to get back at all of it. biggrin

Of course it helps when life is going so well. tongue

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It's not all hard work as it sounds. In a way, I am actively getting back at the things I cannot control. It's my way of not feeling powerless.

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The greatest help to me was one I thought would have the least effect: Affirmations.

I have a little 'Blessing of Self-Worth' I got from Pyewacket printed out and on the wall next to my bed. Every night before I close my eyes for beddie-bye I read to myself in a clear, strong voice....like I really mean it.

Sure enough...I feel a strength within I never felt before. I feel like I can kick ass on a mental and emotional plane.

Feels good.

[Edited on Jul 29, 2003]
miss_piss:
meeting sometime?

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