monkeypox

crack heads sell the darnedst things.

im haveing a bit of a moral delimia, or at least i feel is if i should be. one of my jobs puts me into contact with some pretty shady characters, and sometimes these budding capitolists come by with some pretty amazing deals on some pretty shiny toys.

now i now its wrong to purchase stolen goods. buying stolen goods just encourages theives to steal more stuff from innocent people and nobody likes getting their stuff stolen. but damn it if some of these things aint shiny. i try to rationalize that its already stolen, and if i dont take advantage of these rock bottom prices, ill never get the opportunity to get something that shiny. and i have to admit that im pretty good at haggling with crack heads. its actually kinda fun.

but shouldnt i feel bad. i mean isnt some kinda "karmic equilibium" going to insure that someting terrible happens to me. terrible stuff happens all the time to everyone. cant i rationalize that this is karma's way of paying me back for all the terrible things that have happened to me already. or am i just buying into a horrible cycle of misfortune wich preys upon unsuspecting and presumabily undeserving people for my own self betterment?

but these things sure are shiny, and dirt cheap too! maybe im just a horrible person...