monkeybutt

i feel it tonight passing shadows waiting in line with a thousand strangers listening to the bells ringing clouds low oppressive strange breeze washing through my hair eyes quick to see death but feeling alive kissing all my complaints goodbye and where are you tonight falling away behind the hills where we ran once without care where are you now in the dusk sunset slipping fast without care where are you when the weeds rush up to meet my shins where are you now when the house is darkness where are you now when the alcohol soaks my face where are you now when the gasoline soaks my brain where are you now when i cry out for george where are you now where were you then and why should i fucking care anymore goodbye

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fyi i'm fine just had some thoughts last night thoughts bursting up and i was lost in an alcoholic past dreams of bus trips and volleyball for some reason i lost my direction but i think i found the path again and it begins here this morning valentine's day does it mean anything to anybody you me her i don't know but thanks everyone i'm fine although i forgot how to use periods and commas