Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

monkeybutt

Member Since 2004

Followers 12 Following 13

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Friday Jan 14, 2005

Jan 14, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
i've felt my entire life that i've been pretty well protected from death, except for when i tried to bring it on myself. my grandfather died when i was 15 of lung cancer. although i had been close with him as a child, i hadn't spoken to him for many years and never saw him after i turned 10. he's the closest relative i've ever had die. i've come to feel like i'm due for death in my close family.

my good friend today told me that his father was diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer. the doctors are not sure if it's metastasized or how long he has left to live. right now everything is unsure.

my friend's name is chris. please wish him love however you can.

*** Jan. 15, about 11 pm.

I'm listening to 10,000 Maniacs and almost crying. YOU PEOPLE ARE THE BEST. THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD WISHES.

'My, how you've grown.'
I remember that phrase from my childhood days too.
'Just wait and see.'
I remember those words and how they chided me,
when patient was the hardest thing to be.
Because we can't make up for the time that we've lost,
I must let these memories provide.
No little girl can stop her world to wait for me.
I should have known.
At your age, in a string of days
the year is gone.
But in that space of time,
it takes so long.

Because we can't make up for the time
that we've lost,
I must let those memories provide.
No little girl can stop her world to wait for me.
Every time we say goodbye
you're frozen in my mind
as the child that you never will be,
you never will be again.
I'll never be more to you
than a stranger could be.
Every time we say goodbye
you're frozen in my mind as a child that
you never will be...will be again.
VIEW 25 of 37 COMMENTS
d0bermann:
Drop me a line if you wanna talk. ooo aaa
Jan 16, 2005
ayres:
Ohhhhhhhh yes!
CAN YOU BELEAVE THAT I HAVE NO POT HERE??? MY DEALER IS ON VACATION! Im so close to kill myself! tongue tongue tongue tongue
Jan 16, 2005

More Blogs

  • 02.21.05
    12

    Monday Feb 21, 2005

    i believe i shall be going anonymous for a few days to sort out my th…
  • 02.20.05
    19

    Sunday Feb 20, 2005

    Read More
  • 02.18.05
    46

    Friday Feb 18, 2005

    i just got my tax info back. I'M GETTING $4500 BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…
  • 02.18.05
    28

    Friday Feb 18, 2005

    Read More
  • 02.16.05
    44

    Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

    Mama was queen of the mambo Papa was king of the Congo Deep down in…
  • 02.13.05
    48

    Sunday Feb 13, 2005

    i feel it tonight passing shadows waiting in line with a thousand str…
  • 02.10.05
    67

    Thursday Feb 10, 2005

    <--------that's what i look like tired and sick. bateman (not goin…
  • 02.03.05
    66

    Thursday Feb 03, 2005

    Read More
  • 02.01.05
    33

    Tuesday Feb 01, 2005

    A year is just a drop in time It cannot touch th' female form in my …
  • 01.29.05
    23

    Saturday Jan 29, 2005

    today is much better. * You're such a strange girl I think you …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,116,294 followers
  • 14,937,563 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,436,624 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo