monkeybutt

inside with all of your transparent sin
pulling my mouth from your darkening skin
longing for all of your lies to begin

outside the light feeling everything end
drinking down fermented fluids, my friends
no one exists as Ive tried to pretend

dreams broken framework snow falling round
endless confusion my walls coming down
endlessly baring my soul with no sound

will I be safe with the demons intact
will the past sit down silent stay huddled in black
but still raise its head when my artistry lacks

stupid conundrum silly damn game
pain pleasure birth death sex one and the same
giving my love my soul with no shame


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eli, i know i iii asked you this, but i'll ask the world at large. or at least whoever stops by this page:

i want to get a tattoo on a place where once i did a not so nice thing to myself. i'm sad and glad i have this area and want to do something meaningful there. but can tattoos go on scar tissue or dead skin? i do not know. please advise... I've also start a board on this in LIFESTYLE!!!