i am a melodramatic fucker, film at 11.
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And I'll add this too, thanksgiving prayer by Burroughs:
Thanks for the wild turkey and
the passenger pigeons, destined
to be shit out through wholesome
American guts.
Thanks for a continent to despoil
and poison.
Thanks for Indians to provide a
modicum of challenge and
danger.
Thanks for vast herds of bison to
kill and skin...
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And I'll add this too, thanksgiving prayer by Burroughs:
Thanks for the wild turkey and
the passenger pigeons, destined
to be shit out through wholesome
American guts.
Thanks for a continent to despoil
and poison.
Thanks for Indians to provide a
modicum of challenge and
danger.
Thanks for vast herds of bison to
kill and skin...
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synnove:
weeyado.
userlame:
gobble gobble
Monday, you dreary cloud.
Now all the debauchery and excess come to fruition, and in the darkness I can feel the recoil (in horror) of my own mind. Scattered and alone, I view prismatic shapes of form and thought; I view the cloud bursts of once developed ideas, broken engagements, and a life worth living.
I have lost things. My knife, a bag of pot,...
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Now all the debauchery and excess come to fruition, and in the darkness I can feel the recoil (in horror) of my own mind. Scattered and alone, I view prismatic shapes of form and thought; I view the cloud bursts of once developed ideas, broken engagements, and a life worth living.
I have lost things. My knife, a bag of pot,...
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zenhell:
this is one of the best journal entries ive read on this site!
ZH
ZH
synnove:
yer weeyad.
No seariously, I guess I can't just have that for a journal entry.
You need something that hits you down there in the gut.
Y'know, like you gotta go.
Uh.
GUILTY LIKE A RAPE VICTIM!
That bitch was anorexic anyway.
No, no, I don't like any of that stuff up above either.
It's horrible.
I've been listening to no rain by blind melon over and...
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You need something that hits you down there in the gut.
Y'know, like you gotta go.
Uh.
GUILTY LIKE A RAPE VICTIM!
That bitch was anorexic anyway.
No, no, I don't like any of that stuff up above either.
It's horrible.
I've been listening to no rain by blind melon over and...
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fallen1carus:
seriously even. and this:
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/9/78/6789/568/41570.jpg
i'm sorry, i can't control myself.
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/9/78/6789/568/41570.jpg
i'm sorry, i can't control myself.
synnove:
your weeyid.
Original entry before editing : Hah.
But it's humpday, and that means poetry.
I could regurgitate out some old stuff, but I think i'll just make it up as I go along.
Let's see. Uh, can we do this? Yes? Um where to begin uh.
Okay. This is going to be short fiction, because I don't want to write a poem.
Okay.
Once upon a...
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But it's humpday, and that means poetry.
I could regurgitate out some old stuff, but I think i'll just make it up as I go along.
Let's see. Uh, can we do this? Yes? Um where to begin uh.
Okay. This is going to be short fiction, because I don't want to write a poem.
Okay.
Once upon a...
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hippomonki:
you have pretty eyes....
and i like haiku
and i like haiku
wren:
I like the story.
Swans are assholes.
Swans are assholes.
I didn't work today. Rain.
I was going to write a poem about the rain, but I hate poetry, and anyway, I'm sick, and my brain doesn't work properly when I am sick, which is clearly evident.
Butt nipple.
Seariously, just say it, it's funny.
I was gonna read The Brothers Karamozov, (y'know, Ginsberg never finished it) but I didn't, because holy shit that book...
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I was going to write a poem about the rain, but I hate poetry, and anyway, I'm sick, and my brain doesn't work properly when I am sick, which is clearly evident.
Butt nipple.
Seariously, just say it, it's funny.
I was gonna read The Brothers Karamozov, (y'know, Ginsberg never finished it) but I didn't, because holy shit that book...
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sexygenie:
that was a long entry, but lemmie tell you, butt nipple made me snicker the whole way thru. sounds like you've got a bunch of time off coming up. hope you do get to do..things. =)
I don't have a lot of time. It's the morning and I have to work.
I got to the bus station in Janesville. Having no car, and no ride, I simply began walking in a direction, I walked past cars, flowing.
There arn't people to walk past in Janesville, no sidewalks either. The fact that the place has a GM plant has really affected the...
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I got to the bus station in Janesville. Having no car, and no ride, I simply began walking in a direction, I walked past cars, flowing.
There arn't people to walk past in Janesville, no sidewalks either. The fact that the place has a GM plant has really affected the...
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fallen1carus:
do you see the woman creeping? creeping in the wallpaper?
I could get a lot more done without a million songs stuck in my head, changing heedlessly, flipping stations like a radio.
At this early hour in the morning, I think about the poetry of Li Po.
"Was it the cold I let it, when I let the dog out, that cast off the rags of ego and abstraction?"
I've felt that way before, but...
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At this early hour in the morning, I think about the poetry of Li Po.
"Was it the cold I let it, when I let the dog out, that cast off the rags of ego and abstraction?"
I've felt that way before, but...
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wren:
We just did Raku firing at school and all the "kiln" was was a wire cage lined in insulation on top of a propane tank that spat fire.
It can't be too hard.
It can't be too hard.
fallen1carus:
so, what's going on tonight?
Wow. 7 comments.
Arn't I the socialite?
I don't have anything to say, so much as I have a great deal of things to say and they all conflict with each other, so maybe I'll just relate a dream I had a few nights ago.
So I'm walking to the library, searching frantically for the library, and I pass a bus stop where many kids...
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Arn't I the socialite?
I don't have anything to say, so much as I have a great deal of things to say and they all conflict with each other, so maybe I'll just relate a dream I had a few nights ago.
So I'm walking to the library, searching frantically for the library, and I pass a bus stop where many kids...
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flux:
you been reading any Crowley lately? that sounds like the heart of Nuit to me.
wren:
"You are not the wild God Pan, I am the wild God Pan"
Wow.
Wow.
I don't feel like writing today.
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phedre:
Shame. Last post I read of your in the poetry group was the shit. Really great stuff. But everyone has their uninspired days, their block days.
heavenlystranger:
cute huh?
weeeeell, you're not too bad yourself, sunshine.
h.s.
weeeeell, you're not too bad yourself, sunshine.
h.s.
Another day, another dollar.
Yesterday it rained, and I didn't have to work. Today, it's not raining.
Suck.
On the other hand, Matt, Hannah and Jake all got a really shitty house.
It's a pit, but they want me to to move in with them.
The rent is only 200$ a month, but it's in milton, and I don't have a car.
I couldn't get...
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Yesterday it rained, and I didn't have to work. Today, it's not raining.
Suck.
On the other hand, Matt, Hannah and Jake all got a really shitty house.
It's a pit, but they want me to to move in with them.
The rent is only 200$ a month, but it's in milton, and I don't have a car.
I couldn't get...
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heavenlystranger:
i like the way you write. and i have always wanted to try mead.
h.s.
h.s.
fallen1carus:
mmm mead. let's have a mead and porn party.
This food I made turned out awful.
And if you're wondering, that is about what she said about me.
She also said that I have halitosis, and that I lie, and that I'm absolutly crazy.
She made a big deal about that, about me being crazy.
I saw my ex-girlfriend too, and she essentially suggested that we have casual sex, but I wasn't in the...
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And if you're wondering, that is about what she said about me.
She also said that I have halitosis, and that I lie, and that I'm absolutly crazy.
She made a big deal about that, about me being crazy.
I saw my ex-girlfriend too, and she essentially suggested that we have casual sex, but I wasn't in the...
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thenewpope:
Dear Interesting Stranger,
I enjoyed your Untitled.
Sincerely,
Intrigued Stranger
I enjoyed your Untitled.
Sincerely,
Intrigued Stranger
zenhell:
I think The Tibetan Book of the Dead is one of the most interesting books ever written.
i usually read the classic Evans-Wentz translation with the introduction by Carl G Jung
Jung says that he took a copy with him wherever he went
i also like Tao Teh Ching and I Ching
i usually read the classic Evans-Wentz translation with the introduction by Carl G Jung
Jung says that he took a copy with him wherever he went
i also like Tao Teh Ching and I Ching
Open letter to the girl who has my favorite shirt:
And among other things, my Bass guitar, my toaster oven (oh, so much more versatile than a regular toaster), my cool ash tray, and my alarm clock.
Well? What do you have to say for yourself?
Dont mistake my giving nature for weakness.
Youre about as giving and compassionate as trichinosis.
I used to think...
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And among other things, my Bass guitar, my toaster oven (oh, so much more versatile than a regular toaster), my cool ash tray, and my alarm clock.
Well? What do you have to say for yourself?
Dont mistake my giving nature for weakness.
Youre about as giving and compassionate as trichinosis.
I used to think...
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fallen1carus:
pigeon-toed eh? i never knew.
ok, i can't contain myself and i have to correct your grammar. i apologise. in your comment, "their" should be "they're", and "ce la vie" should be "se la vie".
but regarding the actual meaning in what you wrote, i think i do suck that grapefruit quite well. also i am rather certain that this person is not a motherfucker, as i know him very well and have absolutely nothing bad to say about him. we'll see what happens... i'll probably just end up changing my mind in a day or two again.
i hope you get your t-shirt back.
ok, i can't contain myself and i have to correct your grammar. i apologise. in your comment, "their" should be "they're", and "ce la vie" should be "se la vie".
but regarding the actual meaning in what you wrote, i think i do suck that grapefruit quite well. also i am rather certain that this person is not a motherfucker, as i know him very well and have absolutely nothing bad to say about him. we'll see what happens... i'll probably just end up changing my mind in a day or two again.
i hope you get your t-shirt back.