moniemuffins

It's crazy how sleepy ONE beer makes me. Sometimes I think I need it. I get so tense sometimes. It's like a have a beer already and just relax.

Been going through a lot with my family and learning a lot about myself. I'm ready though, I just want to be happy. I'm tired of all the bullshit and not having support from the people that are supposed to be there for you first and fore most. I would die for those that I love and maybe even some people that I just like a lot, yet it seems like the people that I consider to be closest to me have these limits. Limits as to how far and how much they will accept in me. And I'm not talking like they won't except that I do drugs or am an alcoholic or that I stay in an abusive relationship ( all examples that do not apply to me ). They won't accept that I choose to not be religious and to be in love but not married. These aren't necessarily the things that are breaking down the fiber of our communities or anything! I mean geez!

Anyway, I guess I have to choose my path and accept the consequences of doing just that, CHOOSING MY OWN PATH.

I'm happy that even though I have never received much support from loved ones it has not conditioned me to choose to love ones that don't support. I have recently been surrounded with loving people that are more then happy to stand by your side when you are having a bad day or life time for that matter. I wold say it all started with My honey El Diablo Blanco........

I hope everyone out there in the SG world is hanging in there when it comes to the rest of the world.

Oh and if there is someone out there who hasn't seen M.I.A's new video "Born Free", you gotta check it out....

http://www.miauk.com/