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We're not what we're all cracked up to be.
That's what I've come to realize thanks to modern forms of networking like facebook etc. There is a good chance that if I didn't have a facebook I would never look back. I would be content to let the past and it's population glide on past me like all those nameless towns the train rides through. I've covered a lot of ground in my time and waded through a lot of shit so to speak. Most of the time I was just happy to get out with my sanity and person in tact. And I never cnsidered looking back or reevaluating my synopsis of a certain chapter in my life. But time has a funny way of changing a lot of things, More directly a funny way of of changeing me. Healing wounds like the saying says, I guess. Each day that passes puts all that has happend then, further into my archive where it is dim and really only the bright times can shine back from that place. Or maybe the further I get from a situation the less I recognize the sharp details that were so unbareable at the time. I'm no longer such a victim, they are no longer such a monster and we no longer occupy the same mind frame that kept us at odds.