monicaisafreak

Its sometimes hard when only you will do. Sometimes I really need to take a break, but my son needs help--and since he is bonded to me so well, only I will do. At least this tough time has a benifit in my son's life and will ultimatly be the best for both of us.
My son and I have had the best week. We have done so much exploring and learning. We took walks, went to the library, saw new places, met new people. WE LOVE TO DANCE! Yesterday I was crying for joy when I saw my little boy play the drums with such seriousness. He watched how his uncle layed the drum sticks on the drum, and followed suit. The passion the both of them have for playing the drums amazes me. Every day he reminds me more and more of his uncle. At least he doesn't have his dads personaility. His dad has a new flame now. "This one is gonna stay around for awhile". *snort* how many times have I heard that, in fact I heard him tell people that about ME. Oh and theres the fact that he is engaged to her after not even a week of knowing her. Reminds me oddly of the relationship we had. I took from it and learned--he is obviously stuck in his same patterns. But I guess thats the route street kids go, and I have to accept that. I just don't want my son around a parade of women. At least Jeremy knows and trusts me, and thats all that matters