I have had a wonderous day. Lately I have been craving a relationship. I have had some good time on my own, and I am starting to get excited about the more mature relationships that I can make in the future. Man, I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life alone, and I wanted it that way. I guess every human has a need for companionship. I don't even have anyone to cuddle with any more, cuz he decided to hitchhike to california with a 16 year old 
I felt a cringe of dissapointment last night, but I took a deep breath and new I had to accept it. I just relized that this is the LONGEST i have gone without sex since i started having sex. ack! I thought it was ok at first, I love my vibrator--but its nice to have someone to hold and touch. well, i must be off. why do i feel so giddy???????
I felt a cringe of dissapointment last night, but I took a deep breath and new I had to accept it. I just relized that this is the LONGEST i have gone without sex since i started having sex. ack! I thought it was ok at first, I love my vibrator--but its nice to have someone to hold and touch. well, i must be off. why do i feel so giddy???????
zona:
god i KNOW. i just recently departed with this boy that i am still madly in love with. and was so scared that i would be lonely for so long. but now i am kinda dating this guy that i've been friends with for a while, and its really good. its great to have a vibrator, but better to have warm skin next to you. good night.