monicaisafreak

Here is another entry I just compleated. I have been writing for awhile now, I have some things to talk about.

I am always amazed each day at the things I realize or ponder. Then I compare it to the rate that Jeremy is learning and growing. It seems like everyday he learns something knew, so do I. We are in this learning process of life together. We are each at different levels of learning and we help each other learn new things every day. I help my son to learn by giving him routines, talking to him, reading ect. He helps me because I no longer have that void in my life. I am not talking about having a baby just so your not lonely. I am talking about what makes me, me. I am a very mature, responsible person, and I can handle anything. I was trapped before, but the experience of having a child helped me out. It was first, ,when I had to expose my self to get exams. By the time I was ready to pop, I was comfortable having doctors ect looking there, since yah, they kinda have to and its not like they are going to remember it. Slowly my confidence grew in everything.