monicaisafreak

what a busy day. Jeremy said "mom, mom, mom, mom" over and over again allllllllllllllllll ddaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy. he followed me every where and cryed and whined when i was out of his site. this is a tough time right now......but at least it is a signal that he is developing a strong bond with me in raising children, bad things come with the good, good things...
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i think i need to stop wearing my bra again.

I am thinking of hiring a mommys helper. I have so much to do and soooooo little time. I am thinking on hiring one of my son's aunts. Mostly cuz I can't afford it. Time to do homework!

Its sometimes hard when only you will do. Sometimes I really need to take a break, but my son needs help--and since he is bonded to me so well, only I will do. At least this tough time has a benifit in my son's life and will ultimatly be the best for both of us.
My son and I have had the best week. We...
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When I am in that meaningful relationship with that special someone, whomever that might be, I want to do a lap dance to the song "Voulez-vous Danser" by Ace of Base.

"Voulez-vous Danser"

I knew you before about five years ago
Then you seemed to be like a person
Who did'nt act like the people I knew
Yet something was special about 'ya
A bit...
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I love being a mommy.
I love being a freind.
I love my life.
I'm happy.

So happy........My life is going so well lately. I feel confident, loving, and carefree. I am spending more time with freinds who have been there for me. I got some pictures developed today, and got a bunch of my son and my freinds tony and angie at the park....
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What a great day. I got up promtly, registered for my classes, went to pay my rent, picked up a parcel for my son at the post office(Seasme street books for my son), then we came back home and spent some time reading together. We went to group, but while he was in the day care room while I had group, he was really fussy,...
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ugh.........they didn't play any fucking disco. i have to much homework. busy week.

I'M GOING TO A DISCO TONIGHT--I THINK I MIGHT WEAR MY TACKY METALLIC PURPLE BLACKLIGHT RECEPTIVE WIG.

we are dancing. in my room. i danced eroticly to "i must increase my bust". ahhhhh must get back to the fun!

My son is such a good boy! We had a great day of learning, smiling, laughing and fun. I have loved my improved outlook on life. I am getting further on my road to self improvement!

I looooooove todays set with Alice and Lila. I love that we get new sets every day!

What a great day! We had an inspection today, but all they did was check the fire alarms. My son and I took a nap together on my bed, it was so sweet. I love cuddling with him. We fell asleep to classical music and I woke up to NPR radio. They were talking about immigration. I am not racist or unfair at all, but...
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