mongoosegal

Next month is my one year anniversary with my husband.
One year.
We're going to celebrate how much better things have become over the course of that year.
We're happier.
We fight a lot less.
We're putting more energy towards our goals.
Our home is a better place.

A year ago, May 12th, we got married.
Our friends got drunk and one of them flashd my underwear to my father in law.
We promised to love eachother for the rest of our lives.

Now we're not together in the same way.
We're "playing house" and focusing on ourselves for a while.
All the same we love eachother and there is so much to celebrate.

So, why is it so hard?

A girl once looked at me and told me that her ex was her whole world.
That's such a frightening thought.
How do we get so wrapped up in eachother?
Why do we give over our personal power like that?
I never want to feel that way.

My son is a huge part of my world and so is my husband,
I am a huge part of my world.
My world is my world and I want to live in it as a healthy individual.