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Milwaukee, WI

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Friday May 09, 2003

May 9, 2003
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Well...isn't this just fantabulous! Now I'm having panic attacks. This is great, i mean, who wouldn't want to add on to their list of worries, right ?

I'm so upset, which isn't helping either. I felt absolutely crazy at work today. My heart was trying to escape through my throat, but I said no. It pounded and pounded. It raced and raced. But, I kept it in it's rightful place.

Whoa I just rhymed and now i feel stupid

The dizziness, the racing thoughts, the quick breaths, and heat, was all too much for me. But I'm home now, and I was supposed to go out tonight, but I'm freaked out that I'll have a heart attack or something. I know it won't happen, but the sharp pains in my chest are keeping me home.

I'm surprised I made it through work today. All I have to say is someone please come save me. Take me away and save me from this crazy world.

Oh, and on your way, will you bring me a kitten? confused
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mindless:
Ya know, just hang in there......I've actually walked out of work because I felt like I was going to just lose it.....I just couldn't be there. You get nervous, don't want to talk to anybody or be around them, get paranoid, until you just have to leave.......but it goes away, and you're back to your normal screwed up self. And I've got four kittens here, fresh from their mommy's belly!
May 10, 2003
mindless:
Hey, I'm making you my friend, just because you have a great smile and you're super nice too........is that cool? I'll give you a kitten?
May 11, 2003

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