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Milwaukee, WI

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Friday Jun 13, 2003

Jun 13, 2003
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Ok, so my mind is full of an infinite number of thoughts. Good, bad, and ugly!

So for probably eleven years now (since I was 9) I've wanted to be a doctor. I'm in school and stuff, and I don't want to be a doctor anymore.. It makes me sad. I have no idea what else I wanna do. I've never looked at any other career outside of the medical field. Where am I going? Detached.

I'm so sad for my mom. She's gone through so much and it never stops. Just found out she has to have surgery on her face, because there might be a tumor somewhere.

I'm in the middle of changing colleges. That sucks in itself, i need not say more.

Romantically, I'm kinda lonely. It blows. Oh well, what am I going to do. I'll wait. I won't be lonely forever.

So I slammed my finger in a drawer today at work. I cut it really bad in 2 places. Big chunks of skin, bloody. IT hurts. Waahhh! Well, at least I got the blood and gore that I'd been looking for.

So I've been drawing up my new tattoo for a while now, and I finally came up with some designs I like. Now I just have to save more money.

I gotta lose weight, I gotta. No ifs, ands, or buts!

I wanna fous, really bad. But sometimes, there's too much. It clogs me and I sit there. Then I get screwed over by myself for sitting, waiting, letting things go by. Then it's almost too late. Then I have to scramble like a rat!

I did get a new Hello Kitty blanket from Target though! See what I mean? That's so not important, but it's the one thing I like to think about. Cause it makes me smile, and it's soft! robot
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mindless:
You sound like you're now the one in need of many many hugs.....I can't tell you to cheer up, because who am I to do that? Instead, I'll just say that my thoughts are with you and you are pretty and I love your smile and those are kick ass boots and you keep being you and blah blah yackity smackity and some change......later!
Jun 17, 2003
pantsonfire:
where are you getting your new tat done? i hear the guys at adambomb do some great work, i've been meaning to get up there some time to talk about getting some work on my back or starting a sleeve. i'm not an "art guy" so for me it's important that i find the right person to do the work........

Target stores actually fuck with me......I go there for something (for example a bath mat) and I end up filling an entire cart up with other stuff (towels, sheets, shower curtains, etc....) and then I'm like, "Holy shit, I'm going to spend $100 here?" and then i end up abandoning the cart without ever purchasing what i initially came for. This happens twice a week. I still need a bath mat......
Jun 17, 2003

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