mondrianblue

so im single again, is it really all that surprising? i mean really.... can i at least get some feed back from this entry i dont know why i even write in it anymore..
She just wants to be friends, is all she said, i didnt get a reason, or an explination. and thats all i want. though if its something i want , i...
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The futures bleak, but the present is stable, maybe ill awake and realize im just the main character in an important fable, about those who never quit.

So the state of IN doesnt think im eligible for financal aid this year, hopefully my college does and i get a pell grant. i want to continue going to school. should i even start bitching anymore? should i? god this fucking journal is turning into a fucking country song. So im pray to a god i can go to school. and after this school,...
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Nothing really new. im patching things up with scott, like all good friends do as they go through rough times.
I have like 3 weeks of school left. i can wait for summer.
Oh i actually have a "offical" girlfriend now, im still in disbelief
We are planning to go to chicago sometime between May and June, to go to the Museum of Art, and...
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Nothing really new, cept Scott is avoiding me, lol you know because im the asshole who painted my car, no wait, Scott and Tim were the fucks that did that to my car. Now they are pissed off at me, because they have to pay for their actions. Poor babies... i feel so bad, no fuck that. i dont, they shouldntve fucked with me. Dumbasses....
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so schools going alright.... Chicago was great, Mr Northrop was awesome, he was our own personal guide though the museum, Me and Lesley are advancing nicely, im amazed i really really am, shes like all i ever wanted. She cares, shes cute, shes intelligent, yet quirky. shes mean though not to me, she has a strong character, her parents like me, her mom just bought...
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SG on G4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how freaking awesome is this?
i havent been on in a while, omg ive had such a week. Me and Lesley are going to Chicago tomorrow on an Art Trip. im excited, Though last night 3 fucking assholes , 1being a friend, Painted my fucking car with acrylic paint, and cant get the shit off, of course i freaked out and called...
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Havent written in a while i know...
Things are alright. Im really busy and ive been for a while, with school, work and everything else. Now im going to try and become an Apprentice underneath Michael Northrop, my teacher and one of the coolest guys ive ever met. I really want this, it would be 2 years learning all about painting and art history from...
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Sorry i havent updated in a while,
ive had a week we can say, lol on friday i woke up and my car was covered in Shaving Cream and Plastic wrap. Scott and Tim did it of course, i wasnt really mad, though i got yelled at by my mom because some vandalized my car when it was in the driveway. i mean i had...
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Today was better, just got home, im watching southpark.
I got a post card from Lesley today from when she was in PA, lol i feel speical. And im just all around happy at the moment. I have Class tomorrow, maybe ill hang out with Krystal and Chelsea tomorrow. sorry im cutting this short, ill update tomorrow probably