thedishwasher:
omg... that is the cutest kitten ever!!!! 
im giving up on social interaction all together anymore, im not trying to make friends with people around here. its simply not ment to be. when i move to cali ill try. people around here are so out of my understanding, and i am out of theirs everyone is hung up on them selves and physical beauty, lust and gradification.
im am striving for something...
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cureelise:
, omg youir moving to cali , now i have to know the same thing . what part
, omg youir moving to cali , now i have to know the same thing . what part
cureelise:
way kewl . i have family up in that area
damn my last journal was pretty long, read it if you havent lol, i dont want to have written all of that for a whole one person to read. day was kinda cool all though as much as i try to avoid her she finds me and i really dont wanna talk to her, lol how is that? hahah "you gave us a dirty look...
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thedishwasher:
ugh... sorry to hear you have to put up with all the akwardness... maybe you should just be honest with her, that its hard to see her and everything... i dunno, good luck !
today was eventful, a certain co worker was being dense,(we all dispise working with her) lol fucking missfiling Envelopes which fucking drives me up the wall, like a K name was in the L's and i couldnt find it , i was like WTF did we forget the fucking alphabet? ive been in a horrible mood today stress and work made me even more pissed,...
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thedishwasher:
aww, girls suck.... i hate people that use other people! feel better hun, you kick a lot of ass, youll find someone!
today went well though i got to see some ones special someone when i went to my car in the parking lot, which really really bugged me. i was like "ok......." plus i was doing so well at forgeting she even existed untill she came up behind me like "dave!!!, dave!!!" and all she says is "whats up?" i simply replied "im going back to...
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thedishwasher:
i love mexican food... hhahaha.... aww, dont be so down about it, some people just suck and it has nothing to do with you... thats a lesson ive just recently learned 
so cheer up
so cheer up 
nadya:
Aww, thanks... but keep in mind that in those pics you can't see my third nipple, webbed feet, or the boil on my ass the size of africa.
Took my little bro to see King Arthur, it was very good Keira Knightly was really hot as always. my brother was still down because he didnt get his licence yesterday, he was too nervous for the test and had trouble with the added challenge of road construction during the drivers test, other then the construction he did awesome. he takes it again in 2...
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thedishwasher:
you're not boring.... and im sooo jealous you saw the movie ive been looking forward to, last movie i saw was spiderman 2, but i had to go with my dad cause im such a loser, hahaha anywho
all my hopes are shattered though i knew this would happen what makes me mad is that i knew this would happen. i always know, but i always look away from the truth and believe in hope that it wont go the way i know it will.
"im really happy now" shes got a boyfriend or rather fuck buddy now. so this is the last...
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"im really happy now" shes got a boyfriend or rather fuck buddy now. so this is the last...
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thedishwasher:
right on... i know how you're feeling.... it sucks to look back at someone you care about and not see them the same way, but sometimes its for the best
thedishwasher:
aww, thanks, yeah, sorry i just kinda dissapeared last night, the drama kinda just got in the way of all the nice convos i was having... but yeah, im doing better now
I saw spiderman 2 yesterday with some friends it was an awesome movie. it was actually better then the original. i didnt really feel alright when i went home, its an hour drive to there house. and they always seem to fight when im there and they want me to stay longer. their fighting makes me feel really really bad, because im way to sensative...
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thedishwasher:
hahaha, we like commented at the same time, hahaha thank you 
thedishwasher:
aww, you like got off before i got a chance to like say anything back.... im me again sometime, k?
friday night was fun. i sat alone drinking and reading. i finished Blood and Gold. it was a great book, really sad though, i could feel for Marius, hes been on of my favorite characters and in this book i got to learn more about him. it really pissed me off about pandora though. sorrow is the reoccuring theme in the Vampire Cronicles though. i...
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saw Farenheit 911 finally. went to Kalamazoo 10. i went to the 7:15 show on tuesday and it was packed so i was happy. it was a really really good movie, i encourage you to see it. its shot so great. and final someone is forcing to light how poor people have no real choice for a good life unless they join the army ,...
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