mondrianblue

well im having a tough time at the moment, i have a full schedule and im expected to add even more to it, but i dont have anyfucking time for anything. 40hours work, 14 hours of school, and im supposed to be working out 3 times a week at school, though im always at school for my classes, have 30mins to get to work to work for 8 hours , after work the fitness center is closed, and if i go early it isnt opend. im fucked. and my days off of school i work all day. I hardly get to see sarah, this is killing me, im skipping work to hang out with her on Friday fuck work. shes more important. I have a huge ass Sociology paper to write, have to find time to go to the libary but alas its fucking closed at 6pm i get out of work usually at 10pm. My schedule is a yo yo some days i work 9-6s then go to class 6-10. and then tuesdays i have class 8:30-12pm, then work 12-9 i hardly ever have time to do anything, let alone get enough sleep. today i fucking slept in on my day off from work til 12pm. i have class at 5pm-9 tonight, its Algebra, and im sucking badly, i can only fail 2 tests and pass the class , and i dont have time to fucking do homework. i have no motivation, and then when im at work i get treated like shit by fucking white trash. i hate this.. im not sure i really want to do anymore this semester.. Neither one of my parents cares that im on Deans List, so i think ill just fucking fall this semester since they never once gave me a word of support for being on it. oh well.. though i get to see Sarah on Friday hehehehehe , fuck work. shes all i need.