mondrianblue

Well five days untill christmas, its been really fucking cold here, last night the low was 1 degree. and the high is going to be like 20, lol Thanks Jem for commenting on my last journal even though it was a downer. i wish things wouldnt be so down all the time, but what can you do you know? just roll with it i guess. hmmm. whats new? nothing really been playing with photoshop again from a hiatus from it, i dont know why i stopped playing with it, i guess school and work but now i have some time to mess around and sleep in, thats something to be happy about. i love my sleep. Im going to visit my dad tomorrow, i havent visited him in a while. i want him to come have christmas dinner with us on christmas, but i dont know how my mom would feel about it, it sucks he has to be alone on christmas. though we will spend Christmas Eve with him at his moms our grandmothers house. This time though i might have to stay more then id like because my dads car is out of commision. usually me and bob just leave when we want too. this could suck, lol i hate getting stuck in inescapable positions like family gatherings, thats why i cherish my pos car so much , it doesnt look or sound pretty but it will get me out of somewhere fast.
I had a wierd dream the other night could someone interpet for me? I was in this house and some one tried to set off a rocket firework inside and i threw it out side, and i went to a window and i saw it bounce and bouce untill it finally went through the window and i was covered in broken glass, then my mouth was just full of broken glass and i kept trying to spit it out, but my mouth was always full. just spiting blood and glass, then i woke up, it was freaky. any thoughts?
i guess this is it for todays post.
peace out.