mondrianblue

while i finally started on my essay. i have a whole page, god it just fucking sucks i dont want to do it, but then i want to get this fucking shit over, so i dont know why i just dont fucking do it, im being distracted at every fucking thing. im depressed, mom keeps bugging me for money i dont fucking have. im still short money for school books next semester, and i have a 5 page "how religion influenced art" paper due in fucking 10days and this fucking draft im working on for COM 122 i swear im going to fucking lose it next semester with the fucking public speaking. i need some fucking modivation but im finding nothing but dispair. and it really fucking sucks. i wish i could just finish this mother fucking paper. god i have the fucking facts and shit , just have to fucking write them down and worry about the citing at the end of the motherfucking draft. god i hate this, no one is here to help me. and im just fucking fucked. have work tomorrow of fucking course cant have a motherfucking holiday off god forbid, FUCK YOU WALMART fuck you, killer of dreams. ruiner of local economies , breeding place of ignorant white trash fundamentalists. i hate my fucking life. and im sick of my teachers telling me im going to go to hell for fucking working at walmart, i dont have a fucking choice its the only place that would hire me, and would kind of work around my classes. its not by fucking choice motherfuckers. i would rather work at a lot of other places beside walmart. and if i had more time from worrying about stupid shit id do so much better in school. and i would strive for alot more. i wouldnt be so fucking depressed. someone save me...