mondrianblue

damn, its been a while so i thought id update, ive been so busy with stupid shit. i got my painting done for 2-D design and im pretty sure it got a decent grade Mr. Northrop said it looked cool when i turned it in. im kinda of struggling in stupid ass COM 122 anyone want to tutor me in Composition? i need help on paraphrasing and writing down EXACTLY MLA style for my Works Cited, and i didnt know that if you sound like a source for another part of the paper that, that is mimicing style which is plagerizim, damn i hate that class. i know noone in there so i sit by my self dreading interaction. and im at work all the time so i cant devote all my time to fucking writing, otherwise i would. i got a fucking C- on my last paper and i hate to see the grade on the one i just turned in. im all fucking worried. i wish i had just a little help to guide me. im now no longer eligiable for Honors i just know it, and if i fail this class Finacial Aid wont cover it to take it again. so my stomach is in knots. and im low on cash till next payday, and i got paid on thursday, had to pay the doctor, and the car i might "might" be buying is now 400 plus fucking insurance, plates, tax, and it so better fucking run, if i pay all this shit out im trying my best to save for it, it has an actual trunk lining, and a gas cap!!! so im excited both features my car lacks, though she says the wiper blade motor is fucked up so id have to get my dad to fix it.. i need a fucking way to relieve stress im so fucking frustrated. when i got my grade on that paper and read the notes about how the teacher thinks i cheated because i used my vocabulary of big art words. i was so mad i took my pencil and drug it across the back of my left hand 3 times i dont know why , but i did. and i like drew blood, then i got pissed off about that, im like "thats so not normal!!!!!" "ahhhhhh!!!!!!" any words of advice?
I saw SAW yesterday with hedeen. i though it was fucking awesome. i loved it, the story was so fucked up. we also went to the mall thought we couldnt really buy anything, lol we went to best buy and i got the new APC for like 8 dollars which was awesome, i like there takes on classic songs. imagine is one of my favorite songs, and i enjoyed APC's take on it, though im still partial to the Lennon original. thing that sucked about the mall is i saw so many cute girls and couples that i got depressed, i mean its all i really want, a relationship. but i know thats not going to happen in a while and that made me more depressed but what can you do you know? ive been watching Viva La Bam marathon style, i bought the DVD earlier in the week before i knew id be low on cash. but its totally worth it, it would be awesome if i could just fuck around like that and get paid for it. anyway everyone take it easy.. and comment please