mondrianblue

i am so fucking pissed, i have a fucking horrible toothache, i bet im going to have to get the motherfucker pulled, so there goes what money is in my god damn fucking bank account. Somebody please shoot me.... just shoot me in the fucking head so i dont have to feel pain, so i dont have to be in pain all the fucking time. so i can die in my prime. god i hate the dentist, its so scary and i have to go by myself, because no one gives a shit that i get scared, i mean i get axiety attacks, fuck all last night i coudnt stop thinking about it. i have no fucking sleep and i have to go to school 8-2:30 and fucking work 4-10. i dont know what to do ..... i only have so much in the bank. and i know it will be drained.... and all the hell to go there, i wish i had someone to go and hold my hand, im a fucking wuss but i dont care..... i just wish some one was fucking here for me for once.
dave. (scared and in pain)


*update* well i got it pulled hurt like a bitch just from pressure, fucking 120 bucks. the doctor was really nice, and i have an appointment to my other teeth filled before the only solution is to pul them. going to kill my money with out insurance but it beats a shit load of fucking pain. i am thankful i could get in today otherwise it would have fucking sucked so much. i didnt get any pain medicince but i have advil here. good news i get to miss work! bad news i cant get a cell phone, oh well fuck it. i should get a tracphone or someshit. Dave wants me to go to the mall with him later this afternoon, i figure what the hell. i dont have to work, and i can still be home enough to do my homework earlier then if i went to work.