why is it that most of the girls i have hung out with in the past couple of months come to the date/dinner stoned? i mean what the fuck? im not a stoner my self, im a drinker but i dont get tanked before every social encounter i go on, but that is just me. could somebody give me a clue to what my curse is? and to why i am cursed? i am a stoner magnate, then they see how boring i am because i dont do hardcore drugs then leave, but this is how it always goes. So im not really all that disapointed because i knew this would have happened anyway, lol i had 2 senerios she would either cancel last minuate or show up intoxicated/stoned, and i was right!!!!!!! , lol
And my one "friend" is starting to make me mad, hes like obsessing with brand name clothes and shit, and going to the gym like 6 times a week, though i cant talk bad about the gym, im going with him an average of 2 or 3 times a week, lol yesterday i went like 10.8 miles on the bike,and did leg and shoulders strength building, but any who. he is like all trying to fit in and get girls , and he thinks the "cool" clothing lines will do it, i was like " not if you fucking mom buys it for you, lol get a job" having a job is a good quality dont you think ladies? plus he is so negative and he has everything given to him which makes me even more mad, fuck ive had to work for everything i have (minus room and board) but shit, besides that i pay for everything. And he gets everything handed to him and hes whining about how his life sucks, he goes to the doctor regularly, fuck that would be nice, though i dont have health insurance, never had either so my parents would fucking scream at me when i was in pain and had to go to the doctor. god i want to fucking smack him. lol in other news Damien Rice was on PBS last night and it was awesome. they only played like 5 songs but just to see him play was great.
Hmm... i work 2-8 tonight then go to school tomorrow, and tuesday, lol i have like 2 fucking papers due for tuesday i better start working on them. fuck...
well anyway everyone have a great week or try too, i know mondays are always hard.
And my one "friend" is starting to make me mad, hes like obsessing with brand name clothes and shit, and going to the gym like 6 times a week, though i cant talk bad about the gym, im going with him an average of 2 or 3 times a week, lol yesterday i went like 10.8 miles on the bike,and did leg and shoulders strength building, but any who. he is like all trying to fit in and get girls , and he thinks the "cool" clothing lines will do it, i was like " not if you fucking mom buys it for you, lol get a job" having a job is a good quality dont you think ladies? plus he is so negative and he has everything given to him which makes me even more mad, fuck ive had to work for everything i have (minus room and board) but shit, besides that i pay for everything. And he gets everything handed to him and hes whining about how his life sucks, he goes to the doctor regularly, fuck that would be nice, though i dont have health insurance, never had either so my parents would fucking scream at me when i was in pain and had to go to the doctor. god i want to fucking smack him. lol in other news Damien Rice was on PBS last night and it was awesome. they only played like 5 songs but just to see him play was great.
Hmm... i work 2-8 tonight then go to school tomorrow, and tuesday, lol i have like 2 fucking papers due for tuesday i better start working on them. fuck...
well anyway everyone have a great week or try too, i know mondays are always hard.
daghost:
Lots of anger. Wow. Umm, people go through phases, be mad. Maybe the workout clothes thing will work for him. It sounds as though he is overboard with it. Girls are wierd man, just keep trying until you find one that suits you. Stay cool.
sreid:
Well, I suppose it would be wise for you not to tell me to join SG if your going to diss me in your journal. Usually I am a complete asshole when I stay up all night (like I am now), however somehow I am not very pissed. I will say some of the things you have said are inaccurate. Can't deny going to the gym 6 times a week... I have nothing better to do and it keeps me away from drugs/alchohol. It's beneficial for my health, and helps with my confidence. I don't think designer clothes are a magic cure-all. I don't have that many "designer" clothes anyways. Atticus clothing actually cost more than Aeropostale and all the preppy stuff. It only seems like I get everything handed to me, because of how you grew up. Compared to a lot of my friends, I'm not too bad. Most of the money I spend is on eating fast food (bad). This comment would probably be better suited for a direct email to you, but you seem to be more open in your SG journal. Sorry about your date, there is someone out there for you.