mondrianblue

im in a state of just "blah" lol, nothing is really happening and nothing is changing, im in a constant state of consistence. school is picking up slowly its only the second week, tonight is english com 122 . i have no friends at school. and the only people i talk to anymore constantly are BGIMM, Scott, and Rob. i keep wanting to like just leave this reality, i am a consant dreamer, and im never really here in the first place im always off in the dreamscapes of my mind. its so much better there. Today the sky was so beautiful it was unreal. there was a nice cool breeze and the sky was massive filled with huge fluffy white low laying clouds that illstrated just how deep the sky is. it was a baby blue on the herizon and when you looked directly above it was a deep royal blue, i just wanted to jump up and dive into the sky and forget everything that i have ever done on this planet im really sick of it here. i just want to drift off and have some kind of adventure. i also want to be with BGIMM.
hmmm. thats it for now , everyone have a cool tueday and awesome wednesday.