mondrianblue

Fucking waste of my saturday night. im never fucking hanging out with April and Keith again, they can fucking go to hell. they show up and ask me if i wanted to do something with them, i was like i dunno, i was expecting to hang out with my friend Hedeen. but they showed up and draged me along with them. so i had no fucking escape , i was with out a vechile, i had to fucking hang out with keiths stupid amish high school ambercrombie buddys, now i have Neon Pink hair and my finger nails are Black so i felt a little out of place in my Bright Orange "Pee Wee's Playhouse" t-shirt and lacking a cell phone, i was like take me home..... no one listened they draged me along to fucking ignore me. fuck them.
i dont have that many friends at all. would you guys like to be my friend? comfort me when im distressed and reassure me when i am weak?
im sick of being ignored. mocked.
i cant wait until california, it is my ambition. im getting there one way or another. anyone in California i could stay with for a while , ill get a job and help you out all i can. and if you live by San Francisco thats a plus. im very humble. yet im fun at the same time.
well in closing. im pretty sure my day at work will be interesting being harassed about my hair, im going to be like " im the same person on the inside, does that even matter?"
and youve might of guessed by now that alexx never called. big surpise.
well, is there anyone out here who could try to console me? ...