mondrianblue

Today was alright work went like usual. Im still trying not to run into alex, i really dont want to be put into a position of having to speak to her. though unfortunatly i was in the break room and she was on her way into the smoking room when fate would have it our eyes made contact. so i did the nice thing and waved at her and she smiled and waved back, then she started to approach and i had no where to run, lol. she invited me to see some stupid ass local band at some place by her house with her and her "friends" so that would mean i could go watch a shitty band, be around a shit load of drugs, and have the place be busted by the cops, Oh what fun!!!! not for me , im a loser i guess though even if i were to go i wouldnt be aknowledged at all. so id be there standing by my self being ignored wishing i was at home so i decided to tell her that i was busy tonight. so she said she would call me anyway tonight to see if i still wanted to do something, plus she was trying to get me to do something with her like next friday, which is kinda creepy because she almost knew i had next friday off, lol i just realized that. whoa its friday the 13th next week. i definatley dont want to be around her on that day. im surprised she isnt spending all her time with her "awesome" boyfriend with the band tattoo, lol. so tomorrow i have off, i have no idea what im going to do. ill more then likely be bored all day. dont have anyone to hang out with which fucking sucks! anyone have any suggestions on what i could do tomorrow? besides be on here, and watching DVD's? any comments on my situation stated previously in my journal? well thats it for now.
everyone have fun.
and some one please join my Pee Wee Herman group. lol if you remember Pee Wee