all my hopes are shattered though i knew this would happen what makes me mad is that i knew this would happen. i always know, but i always look away from the truth and believe in hope that it wont go the way i know it will.
"im really happy now" shes got a boyfriend or rather fuck buddy now. so this is the last entry ill waste for her. i told her how i felt about her. the dudes fugly too. i mean i look good compared to him, lol oh well.
though my confadence is back up. fuck her anyway shes a smoker, an alcholic, a stoner, a party girl, a one night stand being, totally not my type at all. though she was cute but now all i see is uglyness. when these spells are lifted i see the vampire for what they are. the problem with being an old soul i guess, i believe in love. i believe in more the physical pleasure.
"im really happy now" shes got a boyfriend or rather fuck buddy now. so this is the last entry ill waste for her. i told her how i felt about her. the dudes fugly too. i mean i look good compared to him, lol oh well.
though my confadence is back up. fuck her anyway shes a smoker, an alcholic, a stoner, a party girl, a one night stand being, totally not my type at all. though she was cute but now all i see is uglyness. when these spells are lifted i see the vampire for what they are. the problem with being an old soul i guess, i believe in love. i believe in more the physical pleasure.
thedishwasher:
right on... i know how you're feeling.... it sucks to look back at someone you care about and not see them the same way, but sometimes its for the best 
thedishwasher:
aww, thanks, yeah, sorry i just kinda dissapeared last night, the drama kinda just got in the way of all the nice convos i was having... but yeah, im doing better now 