mondrianblue

this week was kinda cool all my raises came at once. i got a payroll adjustment raise of 47cents. then i got a 25 cent raise for becoming a photo specialist, then i got my evaluation raise, so im making about 8.03 an hour, a full dollar more then i was, so when i get sucked to work sundays ill be making 9.03 which isnt that bad at all. still kinda crappy , but i dont mind. hmmm. tried to go out tonight, we went to the mall, got there right when it closed so i was a little dissapointed. made the mistake of going to Barnes and Noble, i fucking hate book stores, lol because i love to read, i left with the Ann Rice Sleeping Beauty Collection, and Blackwood Farm. cost me fucking 50 bucks, damn impulse buys , i hate spending that much money in one place expecially on books. hopefully i will get over my buyers remorse. ive given up completely on pursuing Alexx, im not cool enough for her i guess. she likes to drink all the time and smoke pot all the time, and lust over guys infront of me, though ive told her how i felt about her. sorry im not cool in the way that i feel. fuck her anyway i give up, thats all i can do.