mondrianblue

lol, what a day , what a day, depressed as usual , but i did get my car back finally! after a fucking year, see i bought it then i got the oil changed turns out the oil that was in the car, was really think so when the mechanic put the new oil in it all drained out!, what fun, lol so i had to save money and my dad helped me out to get a new engine, lol so its running now though me and my dad are out a a combined 1600, lol 300 less then what we paid for the car. lol dad cheered be up by saying" sorry to tell you this bud but this is proabably going to be the nicest car you ever own" lol 96 geo while im cool with that , im hopefully gping to die young too, since i dont have much of a future. lol though i was giving my friend advice about stuff because she was down that a stupid girl that doesnt matter was talking crap about her, here are some excerpts, lol


in the end it doesnt matter what you have or how extravagant your belongings are you cant take them with you , and when you care only about material goods you have surcomed to the illusion of life, which renders it meaningless, life is about love and passion, not material goods and money and showing off, how much better you are then someone because you have something they dont, that just is just being fucking stupid

but thats how it goes my life is a series of short briliant flashes of hope with in a marathon of drama on a small tv that sits in a dark corner of a deselate room, lol whoa i should join the depression group, lol wasnt supposed to be that dramatic, while on a happer note i did get my car back, and hopefully i could meet a girl tomorrow, but more then likely not, well anyway, later.